39 weeks

I was really hoping to have this baby this week, but I just don't think it is going to happen. I am officially almost 10 months pregnant and boy do I feel like it! I really am getting big and uncomfortable at this point - not like it is terrible, but the symptoms are rather trying on the nerves. I feel really big, bloated, exhausted all the time, find it hard to get around, find it hard to wear anything but sweatpants, my emotions are completely whacked, I have a very short span of patience for my daughter and the dogs. Just sooooo different than it was with P.

I am trying to be pleasant, and I am especially trying to give lots of love and attention to P and the dogs when I am feeling loving. I HATE when I get out of patience with them. Today was a case in point. I went to pick up P from the gym's playroom and she didn't want to come with me. I know that kids go through that, but it really hurt my feelings. She just loves Mary and the women that work there so much. I wish I had the energy to workout for more than hour so she could play for a while, but right now that is not an option. And, it isn't just the fact that I run out of energy it is that I run out of patience! Again with the patience. Some of those people walk so slow or so fast and don't use the track properly. Usually this doesn't bother me, but lately if someone doesn''t pass on the right or runs in the inside lane I get so annoyed. I am ridiculous. :)

Anyhow - here is a pic of me. I have the calendar in the background - let's hope this child is born THIS month. haha!