I am so close to my due date right now. I can't believe how fast it has gone! Even though I am quite ready to have the baby I am also scared. I mean this time I am scared of labor and of bringing home the baby. When I had P I was excited but not ever really scared.
I guess I am coming to the realization that I am going to be really busy for the next couple of months with a newborn and P. I am really behind in my schoolwork and each day I plan to do I take a nap instead. I am exhausted! I am going to have to push through it today and this weekend to get a few more assignments finished up. I just have to suck it up.
The doctor's appt. went well this moring. I am officially 3 centimeters dilated, which is what I was when I got to the hospital with major contractions with P. P and I went to the rec center so I could walk and she could play in the playroom to move things along. And, whoever says to walk to help labor come on is crazy. I have been walking and riding the bike for months and these last few weeks I amped it up a bit and NOTHING.
Hopefully hubby will pick up some of the slack and take P places to play while I am home with the sweet boy. I want to be sure she doesn't get the shaft...that makes me nervous. I really don't want her to feel left out or ignored in any way. I mean afterall, she was here first.
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